Friday, April 28, 2006

bonjour je m'appel julie.
j'assis ici a l'espace
ce soir je travaille pour mosaic, c'est pas une mal nuit, ecoutez la musique pour dix dollars un heure.

i'm writing bcause i have a mild pang of guilt for having not written anything new in a while.
but really, i think, what is new?

no more car. much more legs and bus. more bike. more good.
more coffee for sure as i have discovered jj's americanos. allow me to exclaim, 'holy shit'.
more returning affections for a someone who pops in and around my life everynow and then. the affections are usually directly related to those poppings. the word fickle just popped into my head, but i know its not an accurate describing of said affections. huh.
alors, ques que c'est? ces't juste bien.
more movies for sure. i finished my foray into joss whedon a few weeks ago, niether happy nor sad, but only the sense of longing for more, while happy that such a time occupier has come to an end.
the squid and the whale is sitting in my bag. so is HP #4.
no more roomate. for the summer at least. she has driving up to F St John leaving my house not as cozy.
more sickness. i think i've said this before, but working with kids has made me little miss suseptable, and i've been laden for the last few weeks. its on its way out i think.
more reading. 'eyes of the tailess animals'; 'we wish to inform you that tommorow we will be killed with our families'. the former an account of a NKorean prisoner, the latter a collection of stories from rwanda. both stunning reads.

d'accord, c'est tout. j'ai besoin du cafe. ou biere.

Friday, April 14, 2006

i'm sitting here
in the middle of what
is the first day
in a very long time
that i've had absolutly nothing to do.
it feel quite weird.
this morning i went shopping
got lunch from the deli
and now i'm home again
realizing my options are vast for the remaining good friday.
i feel like driving and driving and driving.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

its so satisfying to climb into bed
while its still light out
feeling so tired
and so at peace
knowing how much sleep you are going to get
and how rested you will feel.
although all a bit deceptive now
with the sun sitll around until nine..

Saturday, April 08, 2006

i'm so happy.
i went looking for some photo cd's
to upload on to my computer
and in my travels
i found
a rogue burned copy
of naomi sider's apearing as herself
i'm so thrilled!
this cd was my nearly sole soundtrack
for a crazy period in my life
having just moved to the city
hating my job
a seemingly broken heart..
so much.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

jo tagged me a few days ago but i forgot until now. and i am not tagging anyone.

FOUR JOBS I’VE HAD
1. retail clothing (x3)
2. mccarthyism breads.
3. kawkawa camp and retreat
4. the marchment/ruthven household in east van.

FOUR MOVIES/SHOWS I’VE BEEN ADDICTED TO:
1. buffy the vampire slayer
2. angel (currently)
3. lost
4. gilmore girls

FOUR PLACES I’VE LIVED:
1. the vage, saskatewan
2. chillismack
3. vancouver
4. moscow

FOUR COUNTRIES I WOULD LIKE TO VISIT:
1. russia
2. czech republic
3. china
4. finland

FOUR POPULAR FALSE ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT ME:
1. i'm older
2. that my social ease is transendant accros the board
3. i'm laughy all the time.
4. that those are my kids.

FOUR PEOPLE I LOOK LIKE (according to some people):
1. mama
2. smelly
3. selma blair
4. someone's cousin from tuscany. always tuscany. so odd.

FOUR THINGS (I HOPE) TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. live like a true blower in the wind. to be able to do that.
2. be the guest on 'inside the actors studio' with james lipton
3. love fully
4. learn to love red wine.