so.
pedro was incredible.
i was surged with this emotional energy in the last half of the last song.
would someone please tell me the story of sinners ransomed from the fall. i still have never seen you and somedays i don't love you at all.
peace be still. peace be still. peace be still.
i'm alive again.
i'm alive again.

tilly and the wall gives an amazing show.
incredibly creative. as the b put it, 'this is about as far as it goes creative wise'.
my eyes and my ears were so happy so take in tilly and the wall.
the percussion was steel garbage cans and a stick, some morroca's, and the tap dancer. the tap dancer. (!!)

aaand
cindy hunter!

some days i feel like life is so simple.
some days i feel like life is so complex.
today is the latter.
too much so.

i just watched one of the worst movies i've seen in a looong time.
i'm not even going to tell you what it is because i'm so embarrassed.

tommorow is the pedro show. 
saturday is a full day. mosaic. some worship down on the beach maybe. fireworks. and then monday is the stat holiday..but ai! i'm not working. no time and half for julie. but i think i still get the whole extra day of pay because i'm a full timer.

i had a good day today. i feel like i've had the whole day off.  really nice.
so back to the 6-2 grind tommorow. and off to bed i go. thats right, i'm going for just under 8 hours tonight.
unatainable? oh no my dear ones. some times dreams do come true.

you took off my mask..
and filled me with joy. 

i thought this was pretty. i found it surfing blogs and now i don't remember how to find it again. 

i'm still awake.
the wind is blowing on my face neck and hands.
just a little shiver.
just a little while longer
then i can sleep.

i just did dishes that have been sitting around my kitchen area for waaay over a week.
is marriage even an option for me? HO!

don't believe a word i say
shoop shoop shoop bring me breakfast on a tray.

i love blueberries short and tall
i love blueberries from the safeway at the mall
i love blueberries firm and tart
goin through my system
and then they make me (tee hee)

i went to the beach again
i went to the beach again
i went to the beach again
i made myself a special mix,
i made myself a nice sandwich
some blueberries
some writing stuff
some reading stuff
ooooooo baby. breathe deep the breath of god.

my feet are sandy as i sit here.
probably i should rinse them off.
little work picnic down at kits point.
i walked back to my car on the shore.
took long. good relax.
sandy feet.

what? you can't classify me like that.  (enraged)
ok fine. we'll talk about it now. i don't think we're in a position to get marrried right now. 
hey guys. courtney love isn't doing so well hey? (quite concerned)
 
picking up brock from the airport was fun.  lunch.  making some rad mixes.  business meeting. krispy kreme. and now mellow guitar. oh its a good day. a good last day off. 
 
jesus fest was a good chunk of time this weekend. the sun made us hang out at the river lots which was rad.
good little community with some new buds from washington.
good little community with established friendships.  
 
i'm back to work tommorow and i'm not dreading it.  god bless us everyone.

i'm almost real
i mostly mean it
i will though.
i just need a little bit.

good things looming.
good things in my midst.
every good and perfect gift.

i'm still pulsating from my run.
i took a nap this afternoon so i could stay up until 11 watching amazing race.
and now i have some left energy.
i hope this all works out for me at 5.30 am. haheee.

karmyn is in the town. she brought with her some retardedly good music from the peg. i almost fell off my chair.
as soon as i get it on my computer i'll try and let you listen.
ya, i almost fell of my chair. really good.

hey nostradamus! is a great read thus far. but coupland never lets me down.

small group ce soir was great. praying for each other and i got a really cool word from stephen. i was peaced.
tommorow is, i fear, a loooong day down at granville island
and then off to hang out with the kids at jericho.
then celeste.