i like you more when i have my earplugs in.

i do not work for gap any longer.
i have parted ways with the blessed card of discounts.
i may be back. i may prove to be weak.

i have been at camp for a week and two days.
there is grease in the camp food.
it is making my bowles slippery. sorry. thats gross. but grease is slippery.
i got out of my bed at 625 this morning to the tune of someone else's alarm.
i bolted to the shower. survival of the fittest. survival of the fittest.

i'm getting excited about my wedding weekend binge. all through until july 12. oh baby.
i am thrilled about the regina/nipawin/drive to prince george from regina aspect of the trip.
rad people whom i have no way of spending more time with. ontario, i critisize your far away-ness.

this afternoon i have to sort t-shirts. organize the music for the next week or two.
and then i'm going to fields (!).and its only living in hope that would bring about this excitment, mild as it is.

i'm going to camp right now. i'm delaying.
once i go, thats it.
but really, its all a matter of maybe an hour.
cause you know i'm gonna leave...
pretty little lori won't you come out tonight, come out tonight, come out tonight.

had a rad weekend. rad friends.
i was in vancouver mostly. so really, can't go too wrong.
mosaic.. my professor from regina was there. i laughed when he walked in. how unexpected.
the kids. they'll get you. they're trouble.

not religion, not morality, just jesus.
i don't want support wars being fought on morality.
how am i loving through telling people they are wrong.
they're not going to get it.
tell people about jesus.

here is a picture that i am still laughing at. also it makes me like my friend adele more.
i went over to visit her on my way home from canadian tire.
i found her on her back patio
crouched over in her camping chair
grilling a t bone steak and baked potato on her travel bbq.
it was just for her. she was the only one home.
there was twang music blaring.

in my ear:
'my god' by gemma hayes
aaaahhhhhhh
ooohhhhhhhhhh

jazz vespers.oncroyable.
ian coleman trio. pa-rops.
omlets with cheese and 9 eggs. yah.
chanting. oh yah. OH YA.
muslims who become christians. wow. (alliance women luncheon key note speaker).
blaring celtic worship and trying to dance whilst driving. oi.
sensitivity to humor. priceless.

my wise friend deb
happend to be at my work yesterday for my break.
(sigh of contentment goes here)

when ambition lifts
when intention lifts
freedom falls like rain.

"and david danced with all his might before the lord"