blah.
went to ikea with michelle hier soire.
my sister was over for the rest of the day.
today i have to be at the church at about 4ish.

i'm feeling, in the ballpark of, hopeless.
like i'll never get a job
and i won't have money for june rent.
i've been mostly good about dealing with this
but as i sit here
i'm feeling mildly freaked out.